I CAN

I CAN'T STOP THE TEARS back to Dirty Dancing

Your thoughts come to me once again, I look into my past

of those treasured memories I must tell you at last.

Waiting in the doctor's office observing you,

then, about you I knew it was a sin,

true beauty I saw within, as I stared into your eyes.

I knew I had to meet you,

for in a way I asked the doctor to help me.

Do, just that! Hauntingly, I know you now see

the gest of it, this poem to you;

For I, Trask, must make my amends

few women in my lifetime have ever left

a lasting impression upon my mind.

When we'd meet I wanted to share many things about life.

But due to your passing momma, your evil father

strife was, no doubt still a lasting impression upon your mind.

Somehow we went our own ways;

so fond of you I'd gone along with your wishes

and several times later I know you tried to get back to me.

Understand for but one moment, by far there is a reason for everything in life,

Our paths did not cross again.

Why? I've no control over the universal mind.

then, being its Observer I must partake in my destiny.

Envoke its doing for the good of all mankind.

Try to understand, for we are all here to care

and share to serve humanity.

Look into your heart.

Listen to your inner voice.

It is of life itself, contains all knowledge.

Choice I did not have Choice you did make.

I could write a book about you - do not forsake

your past not life itself.

We will meet again a second time.

On your judgement day, on lonely street,

many a lifetime.

We have met through the sands of time.

Confusion I did not mean to make, but this Great Illusion

of the people's planet called Earth - Hell;

I accept for all eternity. I know it well!

time is just that, for our thoughts are so powerful,

I know yours by far,

have reached out many times;

With this poem I touch upon your soul.

Bliss as known by the universal mind.

will come upon you for all time. You were kind.

That's all that really matters.

To understand the meaning of life and it's portals;

We will meet again.

I am your true friend.

Your thoughts I will not ask for, I already know.

For all that comes before you is a learning process.

In my mind, the yearning will never pass

On that cold winter night, sin, I held you so tight,

I never wanted to let you go. I knew then why.

I still condemn Him, God would make us part,

how I tried to hide my tears in my heart.

I do not forget nor does my memory fade

a comment to me, my car, you'd made;

There are two kinds of people that drive Corvettes;

those that fit in them and those who try to fit in them.

that life, all its Hell, misery and pain is just that.

As I close this poem to you

I have the fondest memories of the moments I spent with you.

They're locked in my time passages, as near the end

in the eyes of God we will meet again.

Forever, TRASK

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Etal: Four Seasons supper Club; Then as I held you so close, You're still dancing in my mind, I still smell the clean scent of your long brown hair in my face, I feel your hand not letting go of mine, the pain, for even God too must pay that price, sin, entwine- refrain, "I can't stop the Tears", Why didn't I resist, risk, I'll always be in love with you, Peggy Sisk...

**you will hug be again, Dr. Marion Skezas.